I thought your love would weaken me, consume me dry

the thought of leaving made my heart cry 

afraid I drowned in my fear, my mind convinced me that you should disappear

you captured me, you said it all leaving me speechless

I thought it over and I became fearless 

then I was alone thinking about you from dusk to dawn

my mind kept playing this bad scenario, like a broken record in a stereo 

why is it every time I almost follow my heart my mind screams wake up from your dreams 

It grounds me to earth making me face a cold truth with an end at which I lose

so I run away from what's anticipated , you look at me "we haven't even debated!!" 

until when"will I live in fear??" I ask my self no answer, nothing is clear

my heart is dying inside and I am alone again

all your tries to contact me has gone in vain 

watching the dawn, crying under the rain, i end my confusion by slitting a vein.